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I woke up this morning thinking that I need to find something new and interesting to do and eat today... I was reading Lindsay's blog For the Love of Oats, I really wanted to know how she made her pumpkin Oats - she sent me a really sweet e-mail giving me detailed instructions and advice.  Just one little problem, I didn't have any pumpkin! I wish I would have thought about buying some at the grocery store last night.  

Anyway, I still wanted to get kind of creative with my oatmeal so I made creamy pineapple oats:


to make my pineapple oats I used:
  • 1/2 cup milk & 1/2 cup water
  • 1/2 cup oats
  • 3 pineapple rings, chopped,  from a can
  • 1/4 tsp vanilla extract
  • crunchy granola for sprinkling on top
I combined the milk, water, oats, and pineapple in a pot over med-high heat.  Once everything started to boil, I turned down the heat to just a simmer and let the flavors some together while the oats cooked.  Right before they were just about finished I tossed in some vanilla extract, then I sprinkled some crunchy granola on top for a texture contrast. 

Overall, I was really pleased with my experiment.  My oatmeal wasn't too too sweet, but at the same time it wasn't bland and boring either =)  I still want to do something interesting today - I looked at my gym's class schedule and there a 7:00 pm pilates class that looks like it could be kinda fun.  Hopefully when 6:00 rolls around I will still feel so eager to go!

spent most of the afternoon napping, and then visited my grandmother - who made me eat some fruit. I came home starving, so I cooked some vegetable rice pasta, to which I added some pasta sauce and four leftover meatballs.


It was absolutely delicious, and what makes it even better that my dinner actually had some protein in it! I often don't eat meat with dinner, not really by choice but more because of convenience and the fact that raw fleshy meat often grosses me out. I am really exhausted, so I am headed straight to bed =)

I just went on a 16-night trip to Nassau, Bahamas, thanks to my Uncle who graciously invited my boyfriend and I to come stay in his empty oceanfront condo! At first I didn't actually think I was going to take him up on the offer because Bryan (my boyfriend) works full-time and I didn't want to go alone, but he was able to get time off work - so off we went!

we played golf...


spent a couple days at The Atlantis...


took a ferry to Harbour Island...

walked around marinas looking at the gorgeous yachts...


walked on the beach...


and ate a lot of delicious food!...
I really spent a lot of time just thinking about what I want to do with my life when I got back. I am not working right now and I'm taking a semester off from my pastry program to recover, so I have a lot of time on my hands to get healthy, eat well, and start working-out again - which is part of My New Year's Resolution! My blog is going to be centered around my newfound healthy lifestyle, including a lot of my meals as well as my work-outs. Of course I will still be doing a good deal of baking, so I will still be posting recipes and pictures of my baking ventures.


I started this morning with simple bowl of oatmeal:

-1/2 cup oats
-1/2 cup milk & 1/2 cup water
-2 mini bananas
-cinnamon
-a few golden raisins



I had a late breakfast, so I managed to find some things in my refrigerator to throw together. I ate a pita sandwich with turkey, lettuce and cucumbers; I also had another piece of turkey, pita slices, cucumbers to eat with the hummus.


Vacation

...I won't be in my kitchen again until Dec 29th because I am on vacation in the Bahamas!  I can't wait to get back to my dog and baking.

Fresh Fruit Tart

This past Saturday my family got together for dinner, so I decided to make one of their favorite desserts...a fresh fruit tart filled with traditional vanilla pastry cream - they love anything made with fresh fruit.  It was delicious, but since I didn't have any gelatin on hand to stabilize the pastry cream, it kinda ran out the sides of the tart when we sliced it.  Personally, I would prefer to make individual sized fruit tarts because it preserves the visual presentation of the tart... the larger tart is really not the same after its been sliced.


...and for the recipes

Paté Sucrée
1 # butter, softened
8 oz sugar
1 tsp vanilla extract
1 tsp lemon zest
2 eggs, room temp
24 oz AP flour
1/2 tsp salt

1. cream butter and sugar on low speed
2. add vanilla and lemon zest
3. add eggs, one at a time
4. sift dry ingredients, add to bowl and mix to bring everything together
5. knead the dough on the table, shape into a block
6. rest the dough in the refrigerator, about 3 hours or overnight

Pastry Cream
1 qt milk
8 egg yolks
10 T cornstarch
8 oz sugar
(vanilla)
(2 oz butter)

1. bring most of the milk to a simmer
2. whisk the sugar and the cornstarch together
3. place the eggs in a stainless steel bowl
4. slowly whisk the sugar/cornstarch mixture into the yolks
5. add the simmering milk, making sure all the sugar granules melt
6. pour the batter back into the pot and boil for several minutes until the pastry cream thickens significantly and the starchy taste has dissipated
-continuously stirring with a whisk
7. take the pot off and add the butter
8. strain the pastry cream in a sieve to remove the chaleaze
9. cool in an ice bath



Its been an incredibly long time since I have posted any recipes or experiments, but I have been baking.... a lot in fact.   My sister's friend is pregnant, so in an effort to get more practice making celebration cakes - I offered to cater her baby shower.  I always wanted to try the infamous vanilla cupcake recipe from Magnolia's Bakery in New York City, so I gave it a go...and omg this cake was insanely moist and tender! Best of all the recipe was sooo simple, it would be hard to mess up these cupcakes.
side view of one of the cupcakes...
all the cupcakes and the cake...
...and for the recipe:

Magnolia's Vanilla Cupcakes
  • 1.5 cup self-rising flour
  • 1.25 cup all-purpose flour
  • 1 cup unsalted butter, softened
  • 2 cups sugar
  • 4 large eggs
  • 1 cup milk
  • 1 tsp vanilla extract
1. cream butter until smooth
2. gradually add sugar, mix on med speed until fluffy (about 3 min)
3. add the eggs one at a time
4. combine the all-purpose and self-rising flours
5.  alternatively add the wet and dry ingredients, in 3 additions
6. fill cupcake liners 3/4 full, bake at 350* until tests clean with a toothpick and springy to the touch
7. cool in cupcake tins for about 15 min, then transfer to a cooling rack to cool completely
8. enjoy!



....as for the frosting, I made Italian Meringue Buttercream, flavored it with vanilla extract and then just added pink food coloring.

Fudgy Brownies!


 I  found an interesting brownie recipe on cookiemadness.net, but its originally from Gourmet magazine.  They were really good, but very very very dense...I usually dont have that much trouble finishing one brownie, but these were actually somewhat challenging because they are so rich. However, this is a really easy recipe to make really impressive brownies:  
Deep Dark Chocolate Brownies with 1:1 Ganache frosting
16 oz unsalted butter
8 oz bittersweet/dark chocolate, chopped
2 cups granulated sugar
1 tsp vanilla extract
5 large eggs
1/3 cup unsweetened dutch-processed cocoa powder
1/2 tsp salt
2/3 AP flour
1. melt butter & chocolate in a pan over low heat, mix in 1 cup sugar, then remove from heat, transfer to a large bowl, and allow to cool before proceeding
2. mix in remaining 1 cup sugar and the vanilla extract
3. combine all the eggs in a separate small bowl, then break up eggs with a fork, then gradually add the eggs
4. mix in flour and salt, until incorporated well
5. bake at 350* F, for about 30 min if using a 13x9" pan
6. remove from oven and immediately place in the refrigerator to cool completely (putting them in the refrigerator expedites the cooling processes and keeps the brownies very "fudgy")
7. make sure the brownies and very cold before attempting to cut them, this helps acheive those clean cut brownies you see in bakeries - come bakeries even place the brownies (in the pan) in the freezer to get really cold before cutting them


On Saturday I went to Hello Cupcake! in dupont circle because I have actually never been there since they opened and also because I wanted to see and taste the cupcakes. We got a carrot cake, gluten-free carrot cake, and a vanilla-gorilla cupcake. For $3.00 a cupcake, they were ok - I've definitely had better carrot cake; the gluten-free carrot cake cupcake was actually better than the regular one, but the cupcakes were generally kinda dry. All of the cupcakes were iced with creme cheese frosting, which was actually much better in comparison to the cupcakes - maybe thats why there was a disproportionate amount of frosting. The amount of frosting was ridiculous, it made for an awkward eating experience. The only way bryan and I could eat the cupcakes was to use a knife & fork, which i think defeats the whole idea of a cupcake - I might as well have just had a slice of cake). Anyhow, I think the cupcakes were really expensive, but then again the price probably takes into account the fact that Hello Cupcake! is located in the heart of Dupont Circle. Just goes to show that location is everything when it comes to having a bakeshop - the location is often more important than the quality of the product. So will I go back to Hello Cupcake! ??? Probably, but there are other bakeries that I would rather get a cupcake.


(gluten-free carrot cake cupcake on the left, and vanilla-gorilla on the right)


Halloween...

Given that I felt awful on Halloween, Bryan and I didn't get dressed up to go out anywhere - I'm such a wet blanket! I did dress up Lilly in a pumpkin outfit - she looked so cute! I feel kinda guilty for being one of those people who dress up their dogs - but in my defense, it was actually my  mom who buys Lilly clothes.  Lilly probably had the most fun on Halloween out of all of us - all three times trick-o-treaters rang the doorbell, Lilly ran to the door to bark up a storm at the little kids.  


After realizing that I bought $15 worth of halloween candy for no apparent reason, Bryan and I ended up going to Pho Hot for dinner - for old times sake.  Pho is a vietnamese noodle soup thats perfect for cold nights or whenever you have a cold.  We used to go there a lot more often a couple years ago, but the past few times we haven't been exactly thrilled with the food.  Honestly, instead of trying to enjoy the dinner, I was thinking more about how painful it was to just sit down and eat; my hands were so swollen and it hurt just to grip the spoon to eat the soup - it was so embarrassing to keep dropping the spoon and having to keep trying to pick it back up.  I ended up just giving up on eating my dinner - oh well.  

Lilly

here is my dog Lilly at 5:15 AM, laying on my bed watching me get ready for school...she is always so depressed to see me leave in the morning. Unlike most dogs, Lilly is too lazy to get up out of bed to go outside first thing when she wakes up... I have tried to physically peel her off my bed, but she refuses to move!   


Tomorrow for Halloween Lilly plans on dressing up as a pumpkin - I will be sure to take some pictures =) As for myself, I still don't have any plans - mostly because I don't think I will be able to walk since the pain and swelling in my legs/arms keeps getting worse - and here I thought that I would actually feel a difference from taken the medication I was given for Lupus.

hi!

hello! I have decided to start a blog about my experiences through life as a pastry arts student recently diagnosed with lupus.  I started a pastry arts program this past September,  and not even two weeks later I was experiencing classic symptoms of lupus - even though I didn't know it at the time.  After emergency room visits and nervous trips to my rhuematologist 's office, I was upset yet relieved to finally get a diagnosis.  My health issues didn't start just this past September, I've been sick since January- it was just recently that my symptoms became more obvious.    


My love and passion for baking is from my grandmother who was always baking classic Iranian pastries throughout my childhood.  Although I spent my entire college career diligently preparing to apply to medical school, I realized that I really would be much happier as a pastry chef.  My family and friends were shocked and uneasy with my decision at first, but they are gradually becoming more accepting of it.

Of course there is much more in my life besides lupus and cupcakes....such as my wonderful dog lilly and my boyfriend Bryan - the two major sources of support in my life right now.  So stay tuned as I blog about all my ups and downs with lupus, pastry school, and endless baking ventures!

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